( We dream because we feel. )

How is everyone, wherever you are right now? Please be safe. I'm slowly adapting to life after school, and it feels pretty good :] I'm glad I can focus fully on work now. & now that show's over, I can catch up on everything I missed - friend, je etc. before the next show rolls around. Yay.

On a different note, I'm sure everyone's aware of the horrible events occurring in Japan right now. My heart aches at the stories and the images, I have faith that the Japanese will be able rebuild their lives. They are strong, resilient, and reports on social media networking sites have only strengthened my belief in them. But, let's do whatever we can to help as well. 

If you have the means to make a donation, please do. Any amount, no matter how small would surely go to helping a lot. Also, please be careful when spreading information on the situation in Japan. When retweeting information, please please check the timeline first. Too many people have been retweeting old news and spreading panic. Also, please do try to cross reference news with other news agencies. Some international news agencies have been sensationalizing the news or spreading rumours. Think before you act.

Keep safe.
x.

Hello! I'm taking a quick break from the craziness of life to do shadow_kick 's meme, hehe. I'm sorry I haven't been active anywhere f-list. I started doing shows and it's just hectic each time we go into the theatre. Oh before I babble on, I'm working in theatre :) Juggling school plus rehearsals now is really tiring and taking up all my time. Gomen na! :(

 1. Your Middle Name: Anjelica
2. Age: 19 (Can I just be 20 and stay 20 foreverrrrrrr? :D )
3. Single or Taken: Singleeeeeeeee. I tried taken, and naaaah, totally not my thing.
4. Favourite Film: Hoho, fuji velvia! I don't really watch movies. I will just kill everyone else around by asking what's happening next!
5. Favourite Song or Album: Depends on each artist. I have tons of 'em.
6. Favourite Band/Artist: Eito stole my heart and won't give it back, heh. 
7. Dirty or Clean: How about straddling the middle! Life's more fun with a little bit of everything.
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: I is no longer the wild child I was. I've moved back to just 3 holes, but zomgzxzx I want a tattoo!
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?: Yeah baby, haha you're my soul sisterrrr!
10. What's your philosophy on life?: Don't look back on things and regret. You'll just get sad.
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?: Totally empty! I've finished it, hehe.
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?: Hmm, I would try. But chances are, I'll tell you in the end. 
13. What is your favourite memory of us?: Baking! And failing sometimes, hah.
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?: Foooooooood. Can't live without it!
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: I am an awesome hazard checker. I will bang/crash/trip over any possible hazards in the theatre.
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?: One, please give me enough money. Two, hi I'd like to work with I Theatre kthnx. Three, someone miraculously help me get my body toned!
17. Can we get together and make a cake?: Noooooooooo. We could cook a steak though :D
18. Which country is your spiritual home?: Japan! One day, I'll get there!
19. What is your big weakness?: Food, lol. Actually make that free food.
20. Do you think I'm a good person?: You're awesome Audzxzx.
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?: Illumination Design ftw! <3
22. Describe your accent: It's very me? Haha.
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?: Nah, the fun thing about people are their idiosyncrasies.
24. What do you wear to sleep?: Absolutely nothing... I wish. Shorts & a tank!
25. Trousers or skirts?: Trousers in a heart beat. I can't work in a skirt!
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?: Gimme my booze and no one gets hurt!
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!): Teleport to Japan and kidnap Nino & Kura, then stuff ourselves with sashimi and kobe beef, then make them pay for it!
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?: But you've done it alreadyyyyyyyyyyy.

I hope everyone's doing okay on my f-list. Ttysoon! ♡

I realized today that I have no clue as to what I'm doing anymore and that is pretty scary in itself. I'm contented spending after class days playing monopoly deal with my boy and his friends, and just sitting around laughing without a care in the world. & that's probably the most frightening thing. I have no career plan, no after graduation plan, and no practical skills that I can think of that could possibly save my ass in the real world. 

It's truly terrifying when you wake up one night and realize some things are just hanging in the air, waiting for answers that you can't give. No pretty words to put on paper. No concrete plans to bring comfort. Just a bunch of idealistic dreams floating around like puffs of bubbles. 
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I'm not sure I have the courage to see this through. 

This world shouldn't have been built for dreamers. 

Dearest Mel, 



I'm sorry we never fulfilled that promise. I'm sorry for so many things, and many times in the past few days, I've been wishing that you'd just pop up around the corner just so I could have a chance to turn things around. I miss you baby, and I wish to God that I could have been a number you could call. 

Two years was too short. I need more time with you when it's finally my turn to go up kay. I love you, I miss you, and you will always always have a place in my heart. Baby girl, you're too beautiful, too talented for words, and I guess He just needed to see you up there, to have your smile around lighting up the place. 

Wait for me, I'll have loads to tell you when I see you. 

x
Tine

Hello f-list, it's been way too long. My internship has kept me away from all my lovely fandoms for the most part, what with work never seeming to disappear and the exhibition deadlines looming. How has everyone been! I missed y'guys! What have I missed for the past few weeks? I haven't had time to check up on all my fandoms unfortunately :( :( 

Anyways, will be heading up to Brisbane this Saturday till the 29th! Can't waaaaaaaait. I need a break so freaking badly. Anybody needs anything? :)